Muzakkiroti….Ahlan wasahlan……….

Assalamualaikum

when i m bored i like to edit pictures so if u have any pictures that need to be edited feel free to give it to me and i shall experiment on it to give a better look haha

the next other thing that i love to do to kill my boredom is exercise or working out

my motivation and inspiration is bruce lee , who inspired me to exercise

when i saw his movie i was  amazed with his strength and his physique

i told  myself that one that i will get that physique too

praise to allah for giving me this body who cant get fat, no matter how much i ate i just cant increase in weight , the worse is a chubby face haha

i have started working out  last week and i gave myself a dateline which is by the end of this year to be close like bruce lee….hehe

i cant go to the gym anymore coz no money but it did not dispirit me
i just do it at home, doing basic exercise just like in the army haha get some pointers from my bro

but i was wondering whether this passion of mine can lead to obsession?

coz i exercise everyday even when i m tired, how i wish i can channel this passion into something beneficial for example like reading and studying…

i will try if i can shape my body i can shape my mind too ….
but is harder to shape one`s mind rather then one`s body…

if ur mind is strong u r body will be too…

u have the choice to make whether to lose weight or not ….
u just need to put in efforts

u can b succesful in anything u do if u put in more efforts..

Peace be Upon you.

First and foremost i would like to give thanks to Allah for all his blessings and generosities that HE has bestowed upon me..

we seldom satisfied with what we have and always worried with that we dont have

today is the opening ceremony at our Perkemas`s Clubhouse
in which all the UNITS gave a brief introduction regarding their events for this year.

all i can say is , amazing! all the events are very good and i cant wait to be apart of it.

for this year i m a part of the marketing unit ??? or in malay, unit ekoniaga.
where we are responsible for the fundraising of our clubhouse

hehe now  the story begins

haha do you know that just now i went back from perkemas`s clubhouse by walking

hehe the reason is when i took my wallet out i found out that money no enough mah!

i only have around 4 pounds and 75 cents, and with this sum i have to survive for this week

hm i have to make some sacrifice coz money no enough mah….  not enough money to go to kuliah haha (alasan) anyone care to donate haha
but seriously it was my own fault for not calculating my budget properly…

hm maybe i should start to be thrifty next month, dont wanna make the same mistake..

hehe no money no problem mah, as long as i have this strong will there is alwyas a way for me to survive ..

*haha sedia kan payung sebelum hujan kan dah susah dibuatnya

*padan muka mizan puasa la ko skrng sampai bulan depan baru dpt duit

Peace be upon you

” shadow of the past, light for the present”

that was the theme for this year excursion..

normally we went to mt sinai ,but this year luxor and hurghada were our destinations..

kudos to all who made this happened..

it was a history of the making..

we visited from the valley of the queens to the valley of the kings..

temple of karnak and temple of luxor were also including..

tomb of the pharaoh sounds so ghostly..

but it was full of mystery..

for the present is made from the history.
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haha what a bad attempt to make a poem regarding my excursion…

well at least i tried..

nvm ok first and foremost i would like to thank all the ppl who made this trip happened

i really enjoyed this excursion but i hope for the next year excursion they would improve on the timing ….

out of all the programmes , i like the “‘heart to heart”‘ session the most

where we all share some thoughts regarding brotherhood …

but on the other hand it was also the programme that i hate the most

coz we had to show some emotions…

you know that i hate showing my emotions…

i saw many of my friends crying, they hug each other and asked for forgiveness

it was really a touching momment

but as hard as i tried i could not shed a single drop of tear..

i try to feel what they were feeling

but the only thing that i can do was just smiling…

i smile not because i m happy i smile to hide my despondency

but overall it was quite educational as well as fun

yeah we boys got to swim in the red sea
i managed to do 3 backflip into the sea haha

i wanted to do this for a long time and now i m sastified…

well i m out of ideas ..

well i end this post with this sentence

“‘travel not only stirs the mood, it also gives strength to the spirit”‘

i m bored so i thought of citing a post from my multiply blog humaizan

Assalamualaikum

Allhamdulillah i have finished my exam last thursday

all i can do right now is pray to God for everything that i answered was correct or if not,

i hope may Allah deludes those markers to see as if the answer was correct haha
ok now back to the topic…

“‘Pelanduk 2 serupa”‘ or from an english proverb “‘like 2 peas in a pod”‘

which basically means to be very similar or they are look alike…

the reason i said this, was because one of me friend said that me face resemblance someone or something

here are some example,

* amir from the group Sofaz
* Tony sun from the group 5566
* Wahid from the group scenario

and some of them give me a weird nickname

* Hello Kitty
* abg wolverine
* Johore Boy

here are all the examples that i had or i knew hehe if u have any others nickname or resemblance do kindly tell me hehe
btw this is the truth and not some fabrication  that i made up

those nicknames and ressemblances i got was from my school days @ MWTI  and some recently here @ EGYPT hehe

– bagi persamaan dgn  amir sofaz dan tony sun, saya kurang pasti akan persamaan mereka dengan saya, cuma apa yg perhatikan sama daripada amir sofaz ialah janggutnya ….

– kalau wahid scenario pula, persamaan nya ialah ketika rambut saya botak, dan  suka tersengih and senyum…



>> bagi gelaran abg wolverine ia telah diberi oleh seorang budak darjah satu semasa saya berada di pre u 2 mwti,  dan memandangkan ketika itu sideburn saya panjang dan budak kecik itu tidak tahu nama saya , dia memanggil saya abg wolverine , sejak itu rakan2nya acapkali nampak saya , mereka terus pekik abg wolverine~ abg wolverine~

>> kalau hello kitty pulak saya kurang pasti agaknya saya ni pecinta kucing kot

>> gelaran  johore boy pula telah diberikan oleh guru saya , saya tak tahu kenapa cuma apa yg dia pernah kata ialah bila saya memakai songkok tinggi, muka saya mcm penari zapin daripada johore .

hehe ok i cant say anything pertaining this matter takut org kata saya ni perasan pulak la kan

but anyhow, praise to Allah for all his blessings that bestowed upon us

i will let u all decide ok? hehe then tell me la

Assalamualaikum

For the first time in my life i m feeling very scared of the uncertainty
just because of a dream that i had this morning…

this feeling of fear is so overwhelming….

in that dream it involved the person that i care the most in my life

the reason for me to be here in Egypt studying..

if it wasnt for that person i will be doing something else…

also in that dream it involved my tooth..

all that i know, if it involved tooth it is a bad omen…

how far can a dream become reality?

i m a type of person who seldom had dreams let alone nightmares

hmm please God do not make that dream real… just let it be a figment of my imagination..

oh God please do no punish them for the sins that i did…

oh God spare them and take me instead….

if it was just a dream why was it so real…

the feeling is so real

if a dream is just an imagination

how come some ppl have their dream come true…?

if it were to happen i wont forgive my self

Assalamualaikum

i want to give a comment regarding this topic

DISEBABKAN CEMBURU, WANITA BAKAR ZAKAR SUAMI HINGGA BAWA MAUT

it was a citation from : Cyberita 7 Jan 2009. plz read for full story
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ok since it is in malay i shall comment it, in malay ok but pardon for my bad malay…..

here we go

ayo yo aci! apa dah jadi ni, kenapa sampai begitu?

ala kerana cemburu aci sanggup membakar “‘benda” itu hehe

skrng siapa yg rugi, aci………juga yg rugi kan kan kan …………..

itu la aci kenapa ikutkan perasaan

sesungguhnya syaitan dapat mempengaruhi seseorang dgn mempermainkan perasaan mereka

“‘ikut nafsu, mampus“‘ kata guru ku semasa ku berada di bangku sekola ketika dahulu..

sesungguhnya org yg kuat bukan la kuat dari segi jasmani,
tetapi dia menjadi kuat kerana mendapat kawal nafsu sanubari.

aci ni!….aci cuma ternampak suami aci berpelukan dgn wanita lain je, aci dah mula buat andaian yg dia curang ish ish ish apa ni kan tak baik buruk sangka!

buruk sangka itu ibaratkan beruk sangkar haha cuba tgk kalau beruk ada didalam sangkar jiwa dia memberontak dgn kemarahan bukan hehe (asal boleh je mizan ni)

hm alasan yg diberi oleh aci ialah katanya “Saya cuma nak bakar zakarnya supaya ia jadi kepunyaan saya seorang, dan bukan milik orang lain”

alasan yg tidak bernas langsung…

kalau dah mati mcm mana nak jadi milik aci? kan dah tak guna da jadi abu pon

ok la apa yg ingin disampaikan ialah…

* bagi kaum wanita itu jgn la bersifat lokek2 haha kongsi2 la suami mu dgn isteri2nya yg lain kan
islam membenarkan berpoligami( mampus mizan kena attack ngan perumpuan nanti)

jgn mara ia, namun ini ada hakikatnya sbb apa yg kita miliki semua adalaha milik allah, jadi kaum wanita kamu tidak memiliki suamimu begitu juga dia tidak memilikimu…

tapi mizan turut simpati dgn wanita la sbb mereka harus menanggung gangguan emosi kerana suami yg dicintai bermadu, kita lelaki senang je ckp  tapi tanggungjawab kita org pon berat jika bermadu…..

* jgn bersifat buruk sangka, selidik dahulu jika kamu berwasapada akan sesuatu, kerana buruk sangka adalah punca pergaduhan…

kelemahan wanita adalah keduniaan, kelemahan lelaki adalah wanita betui eh?

harap takde yg tersinggung perasaan ia

ingt kawal nafsu jgn nafsu yg mengawal diri hehe:P

Assalamualaikum

Does Familiarity breeds contempt?

This means that the more you know something or someone, the more you start to find faults and dislike things about it or them.

how far do you agree with this idiom?

for example if you do not know me , you wont judge me  or hate me

but on the other hand how to love me if you do not know me?

The more information people had about others the less they liked them…

if u see this person that u like u will admire him or her…without knowing their traits…

but after sometimes we start to find out more about them, we r likely to find out how different they are to ourselves and as a result, we dislike them.

would u be my friend if you do not know me?
would u like me if you do not know me?

or

would u hate me if u found out that my traits opposed with yours?

Assalamualaikum

straight to the point ok.

i dont quite understand and familiar with the term ” matrep” hm whatever they called it?

can somebody out there care to elaborate  ?

i never heard such term being used before? is it new?

or is me that was left behind in time….hehe

i know i do not mixed around with ppl that much

but who can blame me

im a misanthrope..(.hehe actually i m not it is just it got me name on it “mizan”‘)

but i m definitely am  a  introvert…

it would be nice if you were to explain why such term is being derived in our malay community

and also to support you argument with some examples

haha (dah mcm soalan periksa lak)

all i know is that most of my friend call their friend because of how they wear…

is it justify to label someone because of how they wear?

in that case u should call me a jew if i were to wear  A yarmulke( the hat that the jews wear)

hmm

matrep who are you ?

i know al-maarif , consistency is the rudiment of victory,  their slogan nice right…

please answer my question anyone?

doesnt matter whether it is in Eng or malay or arabic or chinses or tamil as long as there is a answer…..

Peace be upon you

muahaha i cant believe that i did the dumbest thing i could thought off…

well initially i wanted to trim my hair using a hair clipper.

normally i trim it by using no 3 hair clipper

but the clumsiness of mine took the better out of me

with first glance i thought i m using a no 3 hair clipper,

without reassuring myself i just cut my hair.

then suddenly i felt a cold breeze of air on my head

i looked at the mirror and found out that my left side of my hair has been cut totally short,

then only i realized that it was no a no 3 clipper but no 1 hair clipper it stated 3mm the hair length and not no 3 clipper.

hahah the first thing that came out of my mouth was ”  alah dah terpotong, botak je la”

i asked my housmaet to cut my hair totally short using the no 1 clipper….

muahaha

the morale of the story is DONT BE CLUMSY

do not do things in a hurry.

always check and recheck.

sometimes asking someone for some help is much better then doing alone.

lalalala~`

* hehe ada org kata bila ku botak mcm scofield haha dulu semasa kerja jadi     amil

Peace be upon you

Both of my brothers are currently serving their NS,

one has just begin n the other is about to end.

My elder bro is in the army while my younger bro is in the Police Force.

Ooo man how lucky of them….how i wished i can swap their places with me..

i did not know y the government exempted me from NS,

since young i wanted to be a police officer.. ~when i grow up i wanna be a~ haha

to tell you the truth ,i was never interested in furthering my studies, i think it was a fluke

i cant imagine me being a Teacher or doing any affiliated jobs pertaining with the course i m taking right now…

it is just not me…

i also dono what to do after graduating, the only answer i gave to ppl who asked was, i wil continue my studies but deep down inside i knew it was just an excused………hm i just let fate do the planning.

ok enough about that ,it was not interesting at all

let change the topic let talk about me…

yeah to all the ppl out there who thought they knew me, well they were wrong…

i always considered myself as a misfit

even during my schooldays, when i was surrounded with many friends, my heart felt empty, i cant felt that warm n fuzzy feelings…

i dont know whether they regarded me as a friend or just a college…
it still happening today..

i may be a type of person who may not like to sms or call, but when ppl need me i will be there trust me…..

if ppl need my help, i will try to help . ….hm

that is why u never see me show my real emotions, the first thing that u gonna see is my smiling face , i just hide my emotions by smirking, smiling, grinning what ever you wanna called it.

why do i say such awful thing….

hm i just trying to enunciate how i feel, this is the only way i can express myself behind close walls..

the state of being left out, the feeling of being unwanted,

your presence is not needed……

i have experienced it and still experiencing it right now.

ibarat “melukut di tepi gantang” ada tidak mengurangi tiada tidak memnuhi

am i a loner……